not pleasant.
butt then i had a poptart&&my cherry coke zero
thats when things started to look up.
when i was in 5th grade my dad got remarried and then divorced
my grandma and i had a theory that she was on medication before the marriage and stopped taking it afterwards
she was Craaazy
she also had 3 kids....
two ii wish i could just forget about but one was my best friend for a while...
lily was my best friend up until my stepmom up and left one day over christmas break.....
ii was at my moms house and didnt find out about until a day after it happened...
My stepmom let us talk over IM and Email for a while. but then one day it just stopped.
the other day i found lily on facebook, whose now in highschool, &&her mom still wouldnt let her accept me
just let it go already;;
Today ii was on my myspace when a little window popped up.
lily was sending me message through windows live
it's been almost three years since we talked last and
ii thought id never talk to her again but there it was
for almost an hour we talked through IM
shared pictures
made jokes
and mostly caught up
i could tell by the way she was talking that her mom was probably watching over her shoulder
but i still felt somewhat grateful
- Location:garage...
- Mood:
optimistic - Music:Chiodos<33
im sick of seeing people drawing little broken hearts on there papers during class...
or saying how much they hate the world when its done nothing to them...
ii wanna let people in my head sometimes just so they could get just a glimpse of what the worlds really like.
i wanna see there face when they find out that the worst thing ISNT a bad grade or broken nail
i wanna see there face when they find out what i have to deal with
i wanna see there face when they find out how fucked up my friends are
i wanna see there face when they find out screwed up my mind is...
when they see how screwed up i am...
nothing bad will ever happen
nothing bad will ever happen
nothing bad will ever happen
nothing bad will ever happen
- Location:Basement..again
- Mood:
apathetic - Music:Silverstein<33
my names Megan .. but dont call me that
only teachers call me megan, and most of them don't
you can call me meg
thats it ferr now cuz im going through my email
3 down...821 more messages to go =/
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- Location:basement
- Mood:creative
- Music:Breathe Carolinaa<3
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